alwaysbeenasmiler: made by <user name=gospelle> (Aerith☆I still feel your ghost)
For the most part, I was pretty fking pleased with Detective Pikachu, and Pikachu was just so adorable-- like oh my gosh, how is such cuteness even possible? (yes, I will have an icon of pikachu, I promise)-- and now the next movie to see is Aladdin. Like, I have really mixed feelings about the reboot, I mean I loved the original but when it comes down to it, I'm way more looking forward to Lion King coming out soon-- I will go to Aladdin on principle (it's disney, how can I not?) BUT I guess I will see when I see, I just think it is important to keep a potentially open mind, I may after all enjoy it, just the trailer left me kinda 'meh'-- I didn't say "I AM TOTALLY GOING TO SEE THAT", more like "well I guess I will go see it because it's Disney"

I certainly didn't tear up like I did when I saw the preview for the Lion King.

Can we talk about the "What is Snow"? episode from the new Fruits Baskets episode? Like, I warned my husband that I would cry-- but I didn't quite know how much until yesterday when the water works just started to flow, gosh darn it-- I love Hatori, can't wait to see his story get closure in this new Fruits Basket retelling.

Occasionally my brain will attach to my Chrono Trigger retelling-- the premise is of course Queen Zeal fucking with time, and there are characters that naturally occur-- like Queen Zeal doing everything to make things difficult for her children. It's a cross over in a way as it involves characters from other series that I've managed to intertwine-- but it also involves original characters-- and it involves a highly involved, not very close to reality Magus Zeal (understand this, and quite honestly don't care)-- well okay, well I still consider him in character still as long as he maintains certain key elements like his standoffishness-- but he does have a few close friends that get sucked in to the same temporal vortex as him, because I like to add an aspect of humanity to him). A character that pops up is Cid from FFXIV, because I've taken to pairing him with Schala Zeal-- like, I know that it's totally random BUT IN MY HEAD IT MAKES TOTAL SENSE and that's all that matters right? (besides visually, Cid and Schala would make a very visually stunning couple-- and I'm all about those aesthetics)

And in the past month, two more characters entered the vortex and made it convincing me how they fit into the entire spanning storyline-- like, I guess I used to have a muse town with another person, but I suppose in the interim, this is my way of making my own muse town, of relying on myself.

Alright time to do some grinding in FFXIV now! <3 Hope y'all have a lovely weekend!
alwaysbeenasmiler: <user name=hiraethe> (Ultros/Relm♣We so fresh)
First of all-- open for the entire month of MAY is the FRIENDS ICON REQUEST POST. You want an icon made by me, drop in your request and I'll see what I can do! I love giving presents and hurrah for 50 extra icon slots, amirite?

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Been stuck under a rock evidentally-- First it was in FFXIV, being stuck at the GOLDEN SAUCER, trying to get myself the Regalia Mount. GUESS WHAT I MANAGED TO DO? Yaaas, get the Regalia Mount-- guess what I don't want to hear again? If you guessed "GOLDEN SAUCER MUSIC", you would be 100% correct, that was from hours upon hours of punching Gilgamesh over and over while I waited for dungeons to load, and having randoms Gates come up where I was forced to do Leap of Faith with what seemed like 100s of people trying to compete for the same jumping spot. (Yeah, no manner of camera angle adjustment will ever make that ok)

Trying to get other characters ready for ShadowBringers tho.

Also I've been watching Fruits Basket and OH MY FEELS! I remember this all-- like the onslaught of feels and I wonder, am I going to cry when we get to the "Snow" episode, I just know it. There will be icons from that as well-- when I get a chance, so much on my plate (and I have to fit work, husband and sleep into the equation as well, though luckily he is watching Furuba with me)

Other items of note.

1.) plugging away through Princess, which is slightly more violent to my feels then Furuba is. And it didn't help that after the GoT episode on Sunday, I had a crossover of Game of Thrones and Princess. SUPER STUPID BRAIN, WHY YOU DO THIS TO ME?
2.) Been hitting the random button on Crunchyroll-- watched Ramen Fighter Miki. BRAIN! STAHP~!
3.) Also, RECOMMENDATION! STOP WHAT YOU ARE DOING AND READ THE COMIC LORE OLYMPUS-- SERIOUSLY SO MUCH LOVE!

Alrighty, that is it in a nutshell-- that was my fandom vomit! *gets out the mop* Srry, everybody-- I get enthusiastic.
alwaysbeenasmiler: <user name=hiraethe> (Marle☆If you wanna be my lover)
Time to talk about WrestleMania, Princess (the manga) and Icons!

Watching televised wrestling is fairly new to me. I didn't start watching it til around 2016, though 2015 I watched matches here and there when it was playing over at Owen's place (since he watches it religiously), I started watching because I saw Bayley wrestle, Owen was actually sneaky enough to show me a character that he thought I would latch on to as an insidious play to get me to watch something that he was so excited about. Hence that is how it started, and how I fell down a hole; I eventually also found Dean Ambrose and Becky Lynch at the bottom, and thus fangirlness was born (I know 'fangirlness' is not a word, and that's okay with me)

While I have become somewhat disenchanted with Bayley (though really, I did really totally fangirl when Bayley attacked Sasha before they became a tag team), my love for Becky Lynch is still going strong so I was thrilled to see that she won, and while I am not a big fan of the route they are taking with a fued with Lacey Evans, it is what it is-- I hope Becky continues to be THE MAN! woop woop! I am not excited about wrestling as much as I used to - (I will be excited when Toni Storm makes the callup from NXT UK, you better believe) but there are still wrestlers that I do follow.

Now about Princess, after posting those icons up at [community profile] hiraethe, I decided "HEY I WANT TO READ THIS MANGA SERIES AGAIN". And I am. the advantage is that I can recognize all the great traits of my favorite characters early on, the disadvantage is that I can also see exactly where everything went wrong in the second read through, and everything starts going wrong almost from Chapter 1, but reading it the first time, you don't see it and can't imagine the levels of dropped the ball that happens which causes the death of many very beloved characters.

though the series hasn't ended, and I've heard it stated that it hasn't been updated because the mangaka cannot endure the eventual death of certain characters who will remain nameless and who I will be completely gutted over if in fact that happens, and reading the very last chapter a few years ago-- I can see that is exactly where it is headed, and oh the tears-- especially as it is involving my favorite character and my favorite pairing in the series-- if what I think happens happens then it is going to be a very. bad. time for me and I may need to hit the sake bottle to console myself. But the characters, oh the characters. My favorite is Eshild because she is a strong independent woman, and her romance with Leo is almost magical-- she trained herself how to fight, and he's sort of grumpy about it because she's a princess but then when he realizes that he can't protect her 24/7, he realizes that he's glad that she can hold her own. The 'main' couple is not my favorite, but I think it is because the two together are not really strong personalities--

Since I am re-reading the series, there will probably be a lot of icons involving it-- already have a few manga caps picked out as well as some of the cover art which is also gorgeous! Gotta see if my manga colouring game is as strong as it used to be-- (doubtful).

I cleared the icon challenges on my plate so now it's 'Nia Freeform', though I am planning opening up a gift icon post sometime in the next couple of weeks-- also there is some textures to make for over at my icon comm, so icon wise-- I still have a lot on my plate because hey, I love a good buffet and I keep piling it on and on so that my work will never be done.

I also have a new icon uploaded that I have to figure out the lyrics for-- and that will put my Chrono Trigger icon count up to 2 (3 if you count my Chrono Trigger OC which I also have an icon of because immadork-- even dorkier that when I make my Magus icon, I will un-upload her and then upload the both of them.. side.by.side. *shots fired... at myself*) Bur seriously Marle is my second favorite character in the game-- playable. (Schala is up there as well even though she's an NPC)-- she's no Magus, but that's alright because I love her optimism and hope regardless.
alwaysbeenasmiler: <user name=hiraethe> (Miku☆And you'll sway in the moon)
And such delicious brisket it is too. And they have this apple barbecue sauce that, homygosh.. like my tongue is dancing, DANCING, I say.

I didn't have any really notable calls today. I had some strange calls, like this person who called me because he needed to organize every single piece of cable equipment on the account, and like halfway through the second account, I was like "I'm not equipped, prepared nor have time for this.". I reached out to my lead and he was like "No, Nia-- don't do it, this is just wasting our time". I ended up transferring him to residential side to the hopes that they could help him catagorize his account-- then after that I got several really fast calls where people wanted me to fix their rollover group. YES I CAN DO THAT! I can do that in like 4 minutes.

with regards to this job, there are still things that I am uncertain about. But for the most part if someone wants me to get their internet back, I will get it back or get someone out there who can fix it. I can send signals to cable boxes and fix your rollover group-- but please please don't make me do inventories of what you have in your apartment complex, that would take me 2 hours then my AHT would go down the drain.

Made a new friend, everyone say hi to [personal profile] law, they're super awesome and we initially met each other on the [community profile] iam community because they claimed Larsa, and I happen to love Larsa, then they posted to add me and I was like "YAY FRIENDSHIP IS MAGIC!", enough said. ([personal profile] law; I would like to say that I'm not always this sporadic but that would be a boldface lie). But anways I am so glad to have you as a friend! <3

Gonna upload my Immortal Rain, Homestuck and Ruouni Kenshin icons soonish-- and maybe some K-ON as well-- my goal is to get everything uploaded to [community profile] hiraethe as soon as possible because I'm sick of not being organized with ANYTHING.
alwaysbeenasmiler: <user name=hiraethe> (Noctis☆It's gonna take a lot to)
Changed the colours of my journal-- and now Po's the Default! Bye Bye Skeletor!~

The count in my 'To Be Edited' folder for icons is now up to 400-- well people, I'll be iconning forever pretty much-- since I also have to take time to do other things like play video games and take my husband out for walks. (and books, forgot about reading)

Time to go to work, hopefully it will be a peaceful day with no aggro'd customers.
alwaysbeenasmiler: <user name=hiraethe> (Dean☆There's not so many now)
It started like any other tuesday morning. Wake up, get showered and made up and then head to work.. the traffic wasn't bad and I managed to make it to work at around 8:40-- twenty minutes early which is what I aim for. Then right before I took my first call, I thought to myself.. "I wonder how much airplane tickets to California are?"

Imagine my husbands surprise when I call him at 11 am going "OWEN WE ARE GOING TO CALIFORNIA FOR A WEEK IN SEPTEMBER SO GET READY FOR IT!". My justification is that the ticket prices were SO GOOD! (210 for ROUND TRIP TICKETS-- for a total of 470.. not including Flight Insurance). This is what happens I guess when you have a wife that is completely and totally chaotic on the base sense. You never know what is going to happen, you may just get that phone call that says that you are going to Cali for the yearly vacation with no prior planning.

He'd be totally bored without me!

Being the dork that I am, I am plotting our eating trip through California. In-and-Out Burger, Del Taco, Texas Cattle Co, Shakey's Pizza. ALL OF THESE THINGS THAT WERE NORMAL FOR ME AS A KID/TEEN, and my husband gets to experience it first hand. In Florida they only had Del Taco, in California they have EVERYTHING! I am making a list and checking it twice!

So yeah, that was a thing-- lol.

OH MY GOSH I AM SO EXCITED! HOW WILL I EVEN SURVIVE THE NEXT SIX MONTHS?

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21/2/19 20:13
alwaysbeenasmiler: <user name=hiraethe> (Sophie☆My thoughts are things)
There comes a time when I realize that I don't even know what the hell I'm gonna type out and in that case, it's time to RANDOMLY SELECT THE TAGS AND HOPE THEY APPLY (doubtful). And of course, I think I lack the brevity that this particular icon requires-- why is it that all my crack icons are the ones that I like the best? Maybe it is because you have to be in a VERY SPECIAL HEADSPACE and that seems to be my norm.

So today, I realized that I know more at my job than I really give myself credit for.

All of these calls, I was fixing people's internet problems in like minutes-- sending them on their way; yeah I had a few of really difficult calls, but for the most part it was smooth sailing, doesn't stop me of course from being nervous about my one on one since I am on Team Greer, and the supervisor is NOTORIOUS for being a stickler-- I am sure he is some sort of logical thinking types and I am not-- Here I am troubleshooting internets and posting fight club references in team chat. I am still certain that there are still quite a few on my team that don't know how to take me (like is she serious, is she not? who even is her?)

But tomorrow is friday and that means I can sleep in on saturday, and that is GREAT! (also catching up on FFXIV and the Doma Reconstruction quests, which is the only thing I really care about aside from getting gear from the Ivalice raid). Tomorrow, Owen and I are going to go see the Paige biopic, "Fighting with my Family" which is purely for us Wrestling Nerds, I don't even like Paige, but I will go watch it-- of course.

We are also pondering going to the Fastlane pay-per-view in Cleveland. IDK tho

Hope everyone is having an awesome day! <3 If you want, drop a comment about what you're happy about today!
alwaysbeenasmiler: <user name=hiraethe> (Tonberry☆I will kill you in your sleep)
I work Customer Technical Support at Spectrum/Charter.. Thankfully it is business and I am luckily that 98 percent of my calls, people are very decent and if they are angry or unhappy, I can de-escalate them no problem. Empathy works wonders most every time and once you display that you understand the customer's frustrations-- you are able to sort of move forward with getting the issues resolved.

OH BOY NOT ONE OF THE CALLS TODAY.

When the CX (ick, sorry-- it's easy to use the shorthand when typing out-- I've done it all day on the phone, but the CX basically means 'Customer') called, it was a simple issue involving them logging into their Spectrum Business account, they couldn't see their statement, and when they tried, it kept asking them to enter a MAC address. Simple enough, I display the appropriate sympathy and then I get the CX's permission to change the password and replicate the issue. It takes me to the billing statement, no problem. I tell the customer that I am able to see their statement and then I 'attempt' to guide them to the right area.

Suddenly he is SUPER resistant to this, saying that I am wrong, that this is what it is giving him. I ask him to back out of the page that he is on and go to the Account Summary and to the billing, and he just doesn't want this at all-- and from zero-to-disaster, he is suddeenly calling me 'bitch', 'cunt', 'whore'. The entire slew of really derogatory names in the book--- a business man, someone who is supposed to be professional. He asks for a supervisor as he makes his way into the derogatory terms reserved for people that he considers to be of low intelligence, including the famous 'r' word (which I refuse to even spell out, because that is a really janky term to use). In that course I am crying, but they are not sad 'woe is my self esteem' tears, no-- it is angry tears. My mind thinking "HOW DARE HE, HE DOES NOT EVEN KNOW ME". I put him on hold and do not pick that call up again, I calmly ask for a Supervisor and tell them that if I have to go on the line again, I will probably get fired with what I will say.

He hangs up while people are debating who is going to field this call and reaches another agent in the pod over, who doesn't even try to TS (troubleshoot), no-- he immediately starts in on the insults, and then he hangs up on her too with the added insult "I wish all women would just die off and leave us men alone" <-- exact words. But the next person on the line is a man, and he treats him no better. Finally he manage to get him escalated and to a Supervisor--

But still I started that call, but I don't feel like it ran away with me. I know that he was already in an angry and unreasonable state, and me answering the phone was just giving him permission to just be a shitty shitty person, there was nothing that I could of done to make him happy to be perfectly honest-- and it was just a blessing that I wasn't there in person, I would of decked him right in the face, it would of been super easy-- barely an inconvenience.
alwaysbeenasmiler: <user name=hiraethe> (Sakura☆Sitting with the mortals and)
Heya everyone! As we near the end of May, I am going to open up the floor for an ASK ME ANYTHING.

Anything you are remotely curious about-- involving fandom, RL, favorite characters, songs, pairings, hobbies-- my life is an open book. I will answer it to the best of my knowledge-- And hey! Do the same in your journal, so myself and your friends can ask you questions! Let's get to know each other-- everyone!
alwaysbeenasmiler: <user name=hiraethe> (Halle☆Got a secret-- can you keep)
I had never left work so angry-- (but I didn't post it last night, because I needed to channel my anger into something productive, and hence the icons that I made) I am not angry now, but it may come back if I have to look at dumbfucks mug.

It was a busy day-- I had to do the ferring line (that has to do with estrogen medicines, and progesterone-- all of those ladybit chemicals) and it is especially busy on Wednesday. Well I rocked out close to 13,000 units throughout the day (give or take a hundred, who knows) and I didn't get done until 8 pm (after having worked on that line since 11:30), so afterwards I take myself off to the desk to count then I get on the white golf cart since I have to go to the back to count stuff in the freezer.

*side note: first time I've driven the golf cart, so I was marveling about how wonderful it was-- it was a fairly joyless day so ANY simple pleasure I can take

Well I drive past the lines, going 'wheeee' loudly, so I didn't hear what was said. I say, "What the fuck, I earned this ride" so I took a few victory laps around the bins.

Then I park the golf cart, give it a pat and then head over to give my counts to Cheryl and Owen.

Only to be told by both Cheryl and Owen that when I was driving past, Michael StalSHIT said "Get to work"

They have no reason to lie to me, and being that I know PERSONALLY what a fucking pathological liar he is-- I know immediately that what they said was true.

So I go on a rampage, I can't believe that the King of Slowasses told ME to get to work, especially since at my slowest work pace, I am STILL faster then him. I am loud and I am not hiding the fact that I am completely and totally furious, because he needs to BUTT out of my life and focus on his own work; but hey-- maybe he wouldn't take those 20 min bathroom breaks every two hours (in addiction to regular break) if he didn't keep his CELLPHONE in his pocket the entire time-- hey nothing more fun then facebook on the shitter at work!

He comes up to me and vehemently denies saying it--- but I know him and I don't believe him for a second-- then I tell him to get out of my face. Michael refuses, insisting that he didn't say anything. That is when Owen says "Drop it"-- I mean, I have never heard my boyfriend sound so very menacing. Michael continued to, he wasn't stopping-- and Owen kept saying "Leave her alone" and "drop it". I believe without a shadow of a doubt if Supervisor Mike hadn't come by when he did-- there would of been a 5 ft 6 guy completely jumping and beating the shit out of a six foot dude, seriously-- my boyfriend was pissed and looked like he was about ready to go to war for me.

Since I was a bit frightened that Michael was going to be at my car-- Owen, Cheryl and I went to go talk to Cindy. Michael hung around away from us a little bit but then he gave up and went out to his own car to go home. And when I walked out with Owen, Michael did the first wise thing that I think he's ever done-- he actually left. Oh, I know he wanted to pursue the matter but I wanted to have nothing to do with him, I'd rather just ignore his existence like I usually do.

To all you who read through this; thank you-- I know it was long and somewhat negative. (You can also see why I just wanted the icon love last night)

On a happy note-- it's my friday! woohoo!
alwaysbeenasmiler: <user name=hiraethe> (Halle☆Got a secret-- can you keep)
Midnight is what time we got out-- normally start time is 11:30 and end time is 10:00 which is a straight 10 hours' but today we came in at 10:30 and got out at 12:00-- which is too much time.. TOO MUCH TIME DEALING WITH PEOPLE WHO TAKE WAY TOO MUCH OF MY ENERY-- it's like everywhere, everywhere "STUPIDITY SURROUNDS", and you'd think that I wasn't an ENFP with the talk that I am indulging in.

But most people forget one vital function of the ENFP personality-- that is Te.

Ni (function-dominant): SPARKLES BUNNIES RAINBOWS BOOKS VIDEO GAMES ALL THE THINGS *grabby hands*
Fi (function-auxiliary): Hey, let me sit here and read sappy romance novels and listen to Keane music all day
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Si (function-inferior): *the kid with the ipod stuck in his ears, playing bejeweled blitz on his cellphone-- every single minute of every single day*

Right between Fi and Si, there is Te--

There was a song written about my Te function, it was by Cake, entitled "Short Skirt, Long Jacket"-- Tertiary function, hates people, hates everyone, likes coffee, likes songs about shooting the balls off of men, is a mean ass motherfucking bitch-- it is the part that exists while I am at work-- there is no fun times with me (unless you are Owen or a chosen few who my Te has deemed 'hard workers' and therefore worthy of being exposed to the other areas of my personality), I will tell you exactly what I think of you and I will do it in the most blunt and brutal way-- the queen of the bitch slap (the ENFP bitch slap is as real as the INFJ door slam-- and the Te function pretty much invented it). There are many people who I have plotted out their deaths intricately in my mind, but unfortunately for Te, my other functions click into place once I leave that raging cesspit, and thus no opportunity to do so (also, as we've discussed-- there's no video games in prison, so murder is a no go, I'd be SOOOO bored)

Today Te was in overdrive, so much that I hopefully will sleep like a baby-- seriously 13 hours in that place like 13 hours too many

Did I mention that I have to wake up in 7 hours to do it ALL again-- motherfucking A-----~!!

What I wouldn't give to work with competent people-- and people say that I act way different on facebook then at work-- well d'uh! I'm happier when I don't have to deal with constant stupidity-- you'd think I was a babysitter or something.

Yes, I'm harsh-- I know--

Sorry for not responding to posts or anything-- I did read all of them (okay I skimmed them)-- but mondays are usually not ideal response days for me-- hopefully y'all had a better and more fufilling monday then I did-- guess I better throw myself at my bed and hope that this adrenaline pans out so that I can sleep!
alwaysbeenasmiler: <user name=hiraethe> (Mio☆'Why are you so far away?')
In the past couple of days (or perhaps even the past week) we've had an influx of new people to Dreamwidth (way to go LJ, screwing it up-- and after all the great memories that were had, dumb ass russia TOS) so welcome, to all the new friends that I've met on the addme group! (and it's anime subgroup), it's nice to meet many and all of you, and I hope that we shall all be happy friends together!

A brief little introduction-- my name is Nia-- I did my time on LJ from 2001 - 2012 and then I broke up with my ex-girlfriend and just couldn't stand being in that venue anymore, so I moved to DW and have been sort of going back and forth here, fluctuating between periods of activity and inactivity-- this current influx of activity is in part due to an anxiety disorder that I sort of am now realizing is a bit of a problem (I would like to say that it was never there, but I know that I've been using periods of escapism in order to push it under the carpet, not a thing that has been healthy in my life). I am predominately a reader and a gamer (mostly JRPGs, though I've had forays into western styled RPGs when the mood arrives-- I used to make tons of icons, but then I realized that I'm much happier when I make a few icons here and there, and I used to write fics about video games, but well I've lost those voices in my head (or probably a better word is that I have the voices not be so deafening)

So I'm not artsy, I don't watch as much anime as I used to and I ramble-- a lot. I love books, history, cats-- I am just an agnostic, slytherin ENFP with a love for pop and romance novels, who is probably married to my PS4 (much to my boyfriend's chagrin-- but he has no room to complain, he can binge watch entire seasons of reality TV quite happily). Him and myself are currently house-hunting for the perfect house, for our two cats and a kitchen big enough that I can do all sorts of cooking experiments of doom (I can make some badass chocolate chip cookies though)

So thank you for adding me! Hopefully you don't find me boring!
alwaysbeenasmiler: <user name=hiraethe> (Tonberry☆I will kill you in your sleep)
Well, there's nothing much to post because everything was calm for the most part.

I got my emergency room bill and surprisingly it wasn't as much as I thought it was going to be, so hurrah for that. I just have to go to Financial Services and set up a payment plan, but hey-- I guess that's one less thing to worry about.

Also a note about any icons I post-- if anyone is interested in using any of them-- feel free to! The ones that have no credit keywords are ones that I've made and really, credit is not required in the slightest! I used to be like "CREDIT ME OR ELSE" but hey, I'm just chill and I really just icon for fun here and there-- (and to see if I still have a knack for it). (But please don't take the Alaiyna one-- as she's a character that I used to play on FFXIV, there'd be no real point for anyone to use it except for me)

Hope y'all are doing great! I am about ready to play a little bit of Tales of Beseria and make some fries!

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