alwaysbeenasmiler: <user name=hiraethe> (Mark☆Tell me the word and I'll shout)
Going back through my journal in order to see if I can find my information for old blog crews and JESUS CHRIST, WHAT WAS WRONG WITH ME?

I mean I know I'm pretty bad now-- but there is a special level of hell where my 27 year old self really is meant to be.

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21/2/19 20:13
alwaysbeenasmiler: <user name=hiraethe> (Sophie☆My thoughts are things)
There comes a time when I realize that I don't even know what the hell I'm gonna type out and in that case, it's time to RANDOMLY SELECT THE TAGS AND HOPE THEY APPLY (doubtful). And of course, I think I lack the brevity that this particular icon requires-- why is it that all my crack icons are the ones that I like the best? Maybe it is because you have to be in a VERY SPECIAL HEADSPACE and that seems to be my norm.

So today, I realized that I know more at my job than I really give myself credit for.

All of these calls, I was fixing people's internet problems in like minutes-- sending them on their way; yeah I had a few of really difficult calls, but for the most part it was smooth sailing, doesn't stop me of course from being nervous about my one on one since I am on Team Greer, and the supervisor is NOTORIOUS for being a stickler-- I am sure he is some sort of logical thinking types and I am not-- Here I am troubleshooting internets and posting fight club references in team chat. I am still certain that there are still quite a few on my team that don't know how to take me (like is she serious, is she not? who even is her?)

But tomorrow is friday and that means I can sleep in on saturday, and that is GREAT! (also catching up on FFXIV and the Doma Reconstruction quests, which is the only thing I really care about aside from getting gear from the Ivalice raid). Tomorrow, Owen and I are going to go see the Paige biopic, "Fighting with my Family" which is purely for us Wrestling Nerds, I don't even like Paige, but I will go watch it-- of course.

We are also pondering going to the Fastlane pay-per-view in Cleveland. IDK tho

Hope everyone is having an awesome day! <3 If you want, drop a comment about what you're happy about today!
alwaysbeenasmiler: <user name=hiraethe> (Chrom☆I'll be the man who will)
How it works: reply with "Oh! Shiny" and I'll choose three of your icons. Tell me about them: where they came from, what they mean to you, and/or when you deploy them. Drop a link here to your post in your own journal. Spread it around.

Three icons picked by [personal profile] terresdebrume


Song link: Delerium feat Nerina Pallot - Truly

There is ALWAYS a song, I have such a history with music and with songs that just move and inspire me. A little bit of background, this was the gateway song that led me to one of my most FAVORITE female artists of all time, Nerina Pallot. It was like a slippery slope to such songs like "Sophia" and "Real Late Starter"

So Snow White, if there is a character that is my favorite, disney wise-- it is Snow White. I want to believe that I am a Snow White, but I'm not-- I'm more like Alice or Anna from Frozen. But hey, I can dream-- and I can love this character as someone that I wish I could be like. This art also comes from a "If Disney Princess costumes were historically accurate" which also hits the history!nerd in me. But well, this song, it just very much like Snow White, like that hope even though all the odds are stacked against her, she still believes in her happily ever after, and I think that's damn near admirable. So the song was almost a natural choice for this icon!


Song link: Mark Owen - Morning Belle

Mark Owen is my favorite vocalist from Take That and his solo album "The Art of Doing Nothing" is an EXCELLENT song-- so really I can't hype that album up enough, the lyrics are super introspective and yet pretty positive, plus his song-- I absolutely love his voice, and strangely enough other voices that are similar to his doesn't do it for me, it's his exact vocal quality.

This is my FAVORITE picture of Sakura from Card Captor Sakura. Hands down, that is my favorite costume, favorite picture and once upon a time, I had a vision in my mind of an icon set to another song that I sort of associate that picture and that moment with; OMD - Walking on the Milky Way". But as I was creating the icon, the Morning Belle song stuck a little bit more firmly-- because I guess when I first envisioned an icon with that picture-- 10 years ago, I was a very different person and Sakura meant something a little bit different to me. But as we age, we interpet things a little differently, and the tone that I was going for was a little bit more somber then, including the little shadow at the edge (gasp, that shadow at the edge-- is that on purpose?!~?).


Duran Duran - Silver Halo

THIS IS NOT EVEN MY FAVORITE DURAN DURAN SONG! This isn't even in my top ten, or even my top thirty for that matter-- this is probably my least favorite song on that particular album. However it was chosen because it fit Kanda from D.greyman. Because this song just happened to come on while I was making this icon like 10 years ago (this is an ooooooold icon everyone, this is one of Nia's freshman efforts). Kanda is my favorite character from the series, which is almost laughable BECAUSE of all the characters of that time that came out that fit that stereotype, I was ambivalent toward every one. Sasuke, yes-- Ishida, yes. Usually guys like that annoy the shit out of me almost as much as the characters like Naruto and Ichigo do-- it's because the writers are so trying to hard to highlight two opposite ends of the spectrum, that they really do get the fire/ice down, with no real nuances to speak of. But Kanda, I loved Kanda-- because he and Allen sort of fell a little bit on the outlying part of the spectrum.

Does Kanda think he is better then everyone else, yup. Is the song accurate? Probably (in my headspace). And I really love what I did with his lips. (that was when I had first discovered the 'sharpening' tool and how it could make certain parts of a picture stand out-- so that is why his lips look so damn good). #nevergonnastopbeingproudofthat
alwaysbeenasmiler: <user name=hiraethe> (Alaiyna☆He's stealing salt skin--)
No spoilers but the last patch Prelude in Violet is where things are getting sooo good and I don't think I've mentioned how excited I am with the direction the game is heading, I ate that last cutscene up AND I have a new favorite villian. (icon incomming, I even have a song picked out and everything). The villian of the last expansion was small beef, this is where we graduate to the big leagues (though to be fair, Stormblood's villian was pretty much OG, not gonna lie.)

I love evil empires-- even though I RP a character who is very anti-garlean empire but I secretly do love the evil empire and OH PLEASE MAKE GARLEAN A PLAYABLE RACE OH PLEASE OH PLEASE OH PLEASE.

I am totes excited.

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In work related note, I am on my last week. I was sad last week, this week I am not. It's like, I am seeing the cracks and the wear and I am thinking that I am moving on to a better place. Of course this isn't stopping people from creating drama, but I realize that I am three days out and I don't have to acknowledge it, but it's going to be so nice to get out of this lair of toxicity. Just deep breaths until end of day on friday, that's all it's gonna take.

Thank y'all for being support during this time, it's muchly appreciated!

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