alwaysbeenasmiler: <user name=hiraethe> (Emet-Selch☆2)
I AM STILL HERE!

Just been stuck in Emet-Selch land--

I am completely serious-- the last time I thoroughly consumed a character, it was Citan Uzuki from Xenogears. This is scary and yet-- strangely fun all the same.

To be sworn, if I have any further fun at the Ascian buffet-- I may start puking my eyes out.
alwaysbeenasmiler: <user name=hiraethe> (Alisaie☆And so it goes-- this)
I have never had a muse become this strong-- like holy hell-- where did the general ridiculous that is even me (come on, you know I'm not lying) even find that deep inside of me. I feel like somewhere, a teletubbie is crying-- icons, a fanmix in the works, and oh all the RP-- all of it.

Like Emet-Selch is 'big mood' for me-- why is that not a moodlet?

GODDAMN IT, FORGIVE ME WHILE I GO CRY IN A CORNER NOW--BEING THE THIRSTY EMET-LOVER THAT I AM?

Also, why do I like to RP the characters I crush on? Like most people would see the characters that they just absolutely have the hots for and create a journal to throw at that character. Not me-- I go and make the fk'ing character and say "Come at me, bro!" to all those swol WoL's

Just a fucking 'big mood'
alwaysbeenasmiler: <user name=hiraethe> (Default)
Taken from [personal profile] krait who took it from [personal profile] krait who took it from [personal profile] sylvaine. Seriously I love these things!

"Comment with your interpretation of my default icon! What am I saying about myself that I might not know?"

THERE ARE NO WRONG ANSWERS, PEOPLE!
alwaysbeenasmiler: <user name=hiraethe> (Kimber☆Had the world by the)
Longer version of this mornings post.

Yard has been spring-erized; mulching was done and I also got the kitchen cleaned, made cupcakes and while I did not make ANY icons yesterday, I did play some Fire Emblem Warriors and I also got my dragoon character to 50 (and oh does he look smart). I did some edits on the Klaus icon I did for [community profile] icons10in20, so the one I am using isn't the exact copy. Also, I made this Kimber icon-- Yeah, she was my favorite jem character (along with Pizazz.) so I'm totally happy with how it came out. Like I love how vibrant it was-- that was such a great cartoon.

Brings me back to the days when I would pretend I was an idol singer, my imaginary musician boyfriend was Simon Le Bon and I would lock myself up in my room and sing whatever came on the radio.

Ah, childhood!

Also, I laugh at the thought that I even thought I was an introvert-- like really? What introvert pretends they are on a stage surrounded by thousands? a proper introvert would imagine themselves on an empty island filled with delicious food, thousands of books/media and a people count of ONE (themselves).

So everyone, what did you want to be when you grew up before adulting got in the way?

mine was a tie between mermaid and idol singer.
alwaysbeenasmiler: <user name=hiraethe> (Setzer☆Down where the walls come)
Thank you all for choosing numbers, it helps me with 'what to icon'. My folder is overflowing and those are the icons I 'want' to icon, not the icons that I randomly decide to icon due to some challenge or the whatnot (though sometimes I do throw icons made from that folder into challenges, just because I love the picture and I think I could do great things with it). Next up on the list is Ike from Fire Emblem. A little bit about Ike being that for the longest time I RP'd him, so I have a great emotional connection to him.. so there is never a 'wrong' time to icon him. Him and Micaiah are my favorite fire emblem characters (of course followed by Lyon, because tortured by a demon, 'nice guy'-- and also the hair, which is one of my visual fetishes, right up there with glasses.)

Speaking of white haired guys who I have a crush on.

I think that my most enduring one is Magus Zeal from Chrono Trigger. Like there are characters who've come before him and after him (Setzer Gabbiani and Citan Uzuki specifically, but Setzer was like a fling-- and Citan was someone I wanted to be like, ahahaha.. that's like telling a Sigurd personality to learn quantum physics, really). Magus Zeal though, I still like write stories in my head regarding him, and every icon I do of him fails because it doesn't encompass exactly how he is in my head, and that is how I've made him so in my head--. I remember being forever disappointed that Synn took down her fanart site of him, because those pictures were amazing. But yeah, I'm still writing stories about him in my head-- I think it's been 25 years.

Main reason why I was also so disappointed in Chrono Cross because it took his end quest to rescue his sister and turned it into a FRUITLESS WASTE OF TIME. Like, he never succeeded and to me that is just the ultimate sadness, every day-- wandering through time and with no real payoff, unless you decide that maybe Serge was the reincarnated Magus or something-- but no, just no.

Maybe I will share my stories-- or maybe I will not, they are sorta private after all. Maybe just a snippet, in time. But Magus, don't know why I love him so much--

wow what a tangent I just went on. LOL

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