alwaysbeenasmiler: <user name=hiraethe> (Elizabeth☆Just cause you're raising)
They did confirm dancer-- also they did confirm a few other things that make me squee (crystal tower everyone, CRYSTAL TOWER!) of course it involves one of my favorite parts of the lore, the Allagan Empire and while I know that it won't be the official lore from this present time, it will still be a fun playthrough. A minus is that they introduced two gender locked races and while I am not sad about that, (I was only ever going to make a viera girl) I know that there are loads of people who are disappoint about that.

But oh my gosh, the lore is just gonna keep getting better and better!

AND DANCER! WITH CHAKRAMS! What could be better? I really wanted this LAST expansion, so that it is coming now is just amazing!

Fangirling aside. welcome more friends from the friending meme! *waves* Disclaimer: I'm nuts--- I am sure that everyone on my flist will agree with me there, but I do like people-- and while I may not comment ALL THE TIME, I definitely read through the posts and if I see something that I feel i can validly contribute (without sounding like a moron), I will.

Now to make my post for [community profile] lands_of_magic which is pretty much a comms request post. Most of what I request are going to be icon journals, since that is once again, the majority of how I participate in fandom. I will definitely post the links here too so y'all can check them out as well!

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21/2/19 20:13
alwaysbeenasmiler: <user name=hiraethe> (Sophie☆My thoughts are things)
There comes a time when I realize that I don't even know what the hell I'm gonna type out and in that case, it's time to RANDOMLY SELECT THE TAGS AND HOPE THEY APPLY (doubtful). And of course, I think I lack the brevity that this particular icon requires-- why is it that all my crack icons are the ones that I like the best? Maybe it is because you have to be in a VERY SPECIAL HEADSPACE and that seems to be my norm.

So today, I realized that I know more at my job than I really give myself credit for.

All of these calls, I was fixing people's internet problems in like minutes-- sending them on their way; yeah I had a few of really difficult calls, but for the most part it was smooth sailing, doesn't stop me of course from being nervous about my one on one since I am on Team Greer, and the supervisor is NOTORIOUS for being a stickler-- I am sure he is some sort of logical thinking types and I am not-- Here I am troubleshooting internets and posting fight club references in team chat. I am still certain that there are still quite a few on my team that don't know how to take me (like is she serious, is she not? who even is her?)

But tomorrow is friday and that means I can sleep in on saturday, and that is GREAT! (also catching up on FFXIV and the Doma Reconstruction quests, which is the only thing I really care about aside from getting gear from the Ivalice raid). Tomorrow, Owen and I are going to go see the Paige biopic, "Fighting with my Family" which is purely for us Wrestling Nerds, I don't even like Paige, but I will go watch it-- of course.

We are also pondering going to the Fastlane pay-per-view in Cleveland. IDK tho

Hope everyone is having an awesome day! <3 If you want, drop a comment about what you're happy about today!
alwaysbeenasmiler: <user name=hiraethe> (GardenGnome☆Creeping up on you)
Hiya everyone!

First of all to new friends, HEYO! Thank you for being my friend, I'm crazy and a bit sporadic but I've been told I'm a'ight! Welcome welcome welcome, if you have any pressing questions just go ahead and ask, I'm not shy in the slightest.

That being said, pretty much Monday - Thursday is my computer days, I make icons and check up with my DW correspondence and do creative things, I have tons of projects that I really need to work on and even now, I have an icon commission from [personal profile] asmaria so that is what I am working on, also I need to work on the icon challenge that I picked up, I'm right now sitting on 1/10 of my Fire Emblem claim (get it in gear omg~ *smacks myself with a fish*). Then on the weekend I will pretty much blow myself out of the water with Tales of Vesperia-- and I should run a dungeon or two in FFXIV.

ANYONE THAT PLAYS FFXIV AND WILL BE ON THE CRYSTAL DATA CENTER, TELL ME BECAUSE WE ARE GOING TO HAVE GRAND ADVENTURES, OH WILL WE EVER!

I CAN SHOW YOU THE WWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWOOOOOOOOOOOOOORRRRRRRRRRRRRRRLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLDDDDD!

Okay, sorry about that-- got away with myself.

smash random icon, cue creepy gnome-- good job RNJESUS, good job-- scaring away my new friends like this.
alwaysbeenasmiler: <user name=hiraethe> (Alaiyna☆He's stealing salt skin--)
No spoilers but the last patch Prelude in Violet is where things are getting sooo good and I don't think I've mentioned how excited I am with the direction the game is heading, I ate that last cutscene up AND I have a new favorite villian. (icon incomming, I even have a song picked out and everything). The villian of the last expansion was small beef, this is where we graduate to the big leagues (though to be fair, Stormblood's villian was pretty much OG, not gonna lie.)

I love evil empires-- even though I RP a character who is very anti-garlean empire but I secretly do love the evil empire and OH PLEASE MAKE GARLEAN A PLAYABLE RACE OH PLEASE OH PLEASE OH PLEASE.

I am totes excited.

--

In work related note, I am on my last week. I was sad last week, this week I am not. It's like, I am seeing the cracks and the wear and I am thinking that I am moving on to a better place. Of course this isn't stopping people from creating drama, but I realize that I am three days out and I don't have to acknowledge it, but it's going to be so nice to get out of this lair of toxicity. Just deep breaths until end of day on friday, that's all it's gonna take.

Thank y'all for being support during this time, it's muchly appreciated!
alwaysbeenasmiler: <user name=hiraethe> (Halle☆Got a secret-- can you keep)
Midnight is what time we got out-- normally start time is 11:30 and end time is 10:00 which is a straight 10 hours' but today we came in at 10:30 and got out at 12:00-- which is too much time.. TOO MUCH TIME DEALING WITH PEOPLE WHO TAKE WAY TOO MUCH OF MY ENERY-- it's like everywhere, everywhere "STUPIDITY SURROUNDS", and you'd think that I wasn't an ENFP with the talk that I am indulging in.

But most people forget one vital function of the ENFP personality-- that is Te.

Ni (function-dominant): SPARKLES BUNNIES RAINBOWS BOOKS VIDEO GAMES ALL THE THINGS *grabby hands*
Fi (function-auxiliary): Hey, let me sit here and read sappy romance novels and listen to Keane music all day
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Si (function-inferior): *the kid with the ipod stuck in his ears, playing bejeweled blitz on his cellphone-- every single minute of every single day*

Right between Fi and Si, there is Te--

There was a song written about my Te function, it was by Cake, entitled "Short Skirt, Long Jacket"-- Tertiary function, hates people, hates everyone, likes coffee, likes songs about shooting the balls off of men, is a mean ass motherfucking bitch-- it is the part that exists while I am at work-- there is no fun times with me (unless you are Owen or a chosen few who my Te has deemed 'hard workers' and therefore worthy of being exposed to the other areas of my personality), I will tell you exactly what I think of you and I will do it in the most blunt and brutal way-- the queen of the bitch slap (the ENFP bitch slap is as real as the INFJ door slam-- and the Te function pretty much invented it). There are many people who I have plotted out their deaths intricately in my mind, but unfortunately for Te, my other functions click into place once I leave that raging cesspit, and thus no opportunity to do so (also, as we've discussed-- there's no video games in prison, so murder is a no go, I'd be SOOOO bored)

Today Te was in overdrive, so much that I hopefully will sleep like a baby-- seriously 13 hours in that place like 13 hours too many

Did I mention that I have to wake up in 7 hours to do it ALL again-- motherfucking A-----~!!

What I wouldn't give to work with competent people-- and people say that I act way different on facebook then at work-- well d'uh! I'm happier when I don't have to deal with constant stupidity-- you'd think I was a babysitter or something.

Yes, I'm harsh-- I know--

Sorry for not responding to posts or anything-- I did read all of them (okay I skimmed them)-- but mondays are usually not ideal response days for me-- hopefully y'all had a better and more fufilling monday then I did-- guess I better throw myself at my bed and hope that this adrenaline pans out so that I can sleep!
alwaysbeenasmiler: <user name=hiraethe> (Rosa☆Don't stop.. no -- I'll never)
Sent home Owen and now it's time to colour my hair and finish packing for trip to Colorado!

There's a good chance I will upload pictures, though there's also a good chance that it will be Instagram/Facebook uploaded. We are staying with friends that I've known internet wise for years and years-- and I'm only now getting to meet them IRL (protip: if you've been internet friends for more then 15 years, it's safe to say that they are legit and you can probably safely visit them without worrying about whether they will chop you up into little pieces and put you in their trunk).

Going to play a little bit more Beseria before WWE fastlane comes on-- I am rooting for Bayley but it's highly doubtful that she'll beat Charlotte :( because Charlotte is the Pay Per View Queen. Blah!

Owen took me to Cheddars for lunch and he said something funny that made me almost crash the car-- but I can't precisely remember it (my memory can be scetchy sometimes)

On friday I got my hair cut, so it's all one length now (the bad thing about growing out a a-line hair cut is that your front is going to be longer then your back). It feels so much better and I feel like I can comb through it without it getting tangled up in knots, but that also may just be in my head.

On the plane on wednesday, I am going to play some FFIV because I want to see if I can get a little bit closer to The After Years-- here's hoping! (Last time I played, Eblan Castle punked me)
alwaysbeenasmiler: <user name=hiraethe> (Citan☆We used to think we were)
Most of the time, [community profile] fandom_secrets has secrets that really aren't relevant to my fandoms or interests but I hit upon a Snape one and I was like "Seriously?". It's like 24/7 Snape bashing on that thread. From a writer's standpoint I can see why people would hate Snape but I can see where he DID NOT get what he wanted in the end.

Snape had a cruddy childhood, the worst possible that you could imagine and I believe that he was on the wrong path anyways and he got to school and was bullied which in turn made him a bully but Lily befriended him and put a small bit of humanity within him. Rejected yes and then when events went down, well he only was protecting Lily's son in her memory, not because he had any sort of love for James' son. (I do like to think that there was something about Harry that was indescribably Lily's, perhaps his smile or his eyes.. idk something that would make it easier for him to want to protect him.)

In the end he died and it was exactly what he deserved. And I'm not saying this in a 'eat penguin shit, snape" sort of way, but rather he had protected Lily's son to the best of his abilities and he didn't have any use anymore. For someone who went his entire life without being loved, well.. I'm not excusing his behavior but neither am I condemning it either.

But character hate is alright, it's something. I think that as far as characters go.. love them or hate them.. the worst is to be ambivalent to them. So if J.K Rowling makes some people hate Snape, well then she did her job amirite?

Fandom, serious fucking business!

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