REAL LIFE STABS ME!
2/1/16 23:54![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
alwaysbeenasmilerI have a boyfriend now and hence it's been a long long long time since I have done anything with this journal; I just thought I'd sort of pop in and give everyone a friendly little update. (But it might not equate to much since I have sort of grown ill-used to expressing myself fannish wise in a logical way where people can understand me *ok, like that has ever happened ANYWAYS-- we all know I have the attention span of a gnat.)
I am still riding the Tales ship strong and I am enjoying Zestiria-- then there is FFXIV which has been a yearly obsession for me (despite all drama and guilds and whatevehs). Oh but I've also got into other fandoms that I wouldn't have if NOT for my boyfriend-- Dexter, One Tree Hill, Buffy the Vampire Slayer and dare I say WWE Diva Wrestling (ikr? who would of thunk it?)
I sort of want to come back and do icons and all those things but I wouldn't even know where to start. I know that I think that I've sort of finally realized that it's just not in my heart to RP anymore-- especially not when I am too busy loving me and my life. I finally have someone who doesn't mind that I am a festering cosmic supernova of enthusiasms and ideas ready to burst at any given moment and that just makes me happy. He doesn't want to catch up with me, he understands that I need my 'yaybees and rainbows' in order to feel alive. And he certainly doesn't want to change that about me.
(even though he thinks that I have a problem with logic-- it's okay, I know I do too.)
Time to embrace being me all the while enjoying a relationship that grows me and doesn't make me feel stifled. SO HAPPY!
Anyways what have you all been up to?
I am still riding the Tales ship strong and I am enjoying Zestiria-- then there is FFXIV which has been a yearly obsession for me (despite all drama and guilds and whatevehs). Oh but I've also got into other fandoms that I wouldn't have if NOT for my boyfriend-- Dexter, One Tree Hill, Buffy the Vampire Slayer and dare I say WWE Diva Wrestling (ikr? who would of thunk it?)
I sort of want to come back and do icons and all those things but I wouldn't even know where to start. I know that I think that I've sort of finally realized that it's just not in my heart to RP anymore-- especially not when I am too busy loving me and my life. I finally have someone who doesn't mind that I am a festering cosmic supernova of enthusiasms and ideas ready to burst at any given moment and that just makes me happy. He doesn't want to catch up with me, he understands that I need my 'yaybees and rainbows' in order to feel alive. And he certainly doesn't want to change that about me.
(even though he thinks that I have a problem with logic-- it's okay, I know I do too.)
Time to embrace being me all the while enjoying a relationship that grows me and doesn't make me feel stifled. SO HAPPY!
Anyways what have you all been up to?
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3/1/16 15:12 (UTC)