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alwaysbeenasmilerWell things are fully sucking at work--
This is no big surprise as 95 percent of everyone in this warehouse is working a good 20 hours of overtime PER WEEK.
There was a big fuck up in the cage/vault area, and 'Paris' is furious.
I am sitting here trying to learn her job well enough so that I can do her job AND my job when she goes on vacation on the 2nd.
I wanted to play Project Octopath Traveler yesterday or make icons but tbh, mon-wed is so hectic that I just have no time and the time that I do have is spent in bed sleeping because I have to recover from such a shitstain that is my work. Work/life balance, HAH!
And the thing is that by the end of the year I have to make a decision, I have to decide whether I 1.) continue to stay at my job and nurse the false hope that it will get better or 2.) go work at Spectrum and restore my work/life balance and me and Owen start working on that family that I know I want. If it doesn't get better by Christmas, I am going to do JUST THAT, I am going to have to.
I am just so asksdkahdfsdfs tired, and I know that I can't take much more of this. I really can't.
This is no big surprise as 95 percent of everyone in this warehouse is working a good 20 hours of overtime PER WEEK.
There was a big fuck up in the cage/vault area, and 'Paris' is furious.
I am sitting here trying to learn her job well enough so that I can do her job AND my job when she goes on vacation on the 2nd.
I wanted to play Project Octopath Traveler yesterday or make icons but tbh, mon-wed is so hectic that I just have no time and the time that I do have is spent in bed sleeping because I have to recover from such a shitstain that is my work. Work/life balance, HAH!
And the thing is that by the end of the year I have to make a decision, I have to decide whether I 1.) continue to stay at my job and nurse the false hope that it will get better or 2.) go work at Spectrum and restore my work/life balance and me and Owen start working on that family that I know I want. If it doesn't get better by Christmas, I am going to do JUST THAT, I am going to have to.
I am just so asksdkahdfsdfs tired, and I know that I can't take much more of this. I really can't.