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alwaysbeenasmilerYesterday was one of those days where I was so glad when Owen walked in the door-- and of course he came bearing a giant shark plushie as well as a valentines day card (The shark plushie, well I like sea animals-- it's one of the things that naturally makes me squee). It was nice to have him hug me and not let me go, in fact I could tell that he didn't want to let me go.
I can only imagine how he felt when I called him at 5 am to tell him that I was in the emergancy room for heart palpitations. He doesn't sleep very well anyways and so that probably made him extra worried and then he had to go to work that day on top of it. Everyone at work asked how I was and he had to field those questions as best as he could (not an easy task for as shy as he is).
Last night we went to Zaxby's and then we watched some WWE coupled with Jersey Shore (I like Reality TV-- no judging). It was relaxing, and that was when I was mostly sure that it was Anxiety-- because when I am near him, I don't feel these worries that sort of overwhelm me sometimes-- he makes me laugh and helps me forget. And I don't go to bed with a thousand things in my mind that circle around and around. It's one of those nice things about dating your best friend-- is that they can make you laugh when you feel like nothing else can.
For example
*At Texas Roadhouse today*
Me: I would like my steak smothered...
Him:... with a pillow (he is being completely tongue in cheek deadpan)
Today we are going to go see the Lego Batman movie-- trying to go later in order to avoid the influx of kids. It's the saturday before Valentines Day, I am pretty sure by a certain point, parents are going to do the switcheroo and leave their kids home while they go see Fifty Shades of NonConsent, leaving the movie theater for the most part calm. (here's hoping-- seriously)
I was looking through my icons and thinking how it would be awesome to have an icon for ALL my favorite characters-- then I realized that perhaps that would be unrealistic-- so I'll just make icons here and there-- I remember making icons all the time and now, it's just like if I find a really good picture and I can visualize exactly what to do with the picture. Along with the great computer purge, I certainly lost my grip on a lot of things, that included brushes attached to my Corel Paint Shop. But when I was younger and making icons, I liked a lot of frippery froo froos, now-- I just like a clean look about them. (except saturated-- I have a thing for saturation on pictures-- if I think a picture is a problem, then I up the RGB and suddenly everything is alrighto!)
Well, that covers it for my daily post. Hope y'all have a great day!
I can only imagine how he felt when I called him at 5 am to tell him that I was in the emergancy room for heart palpitations. He doesn't sleep very well anyways and so that probably made him extra worried and then he had to go to work that day on top of it. Everyone at work asked how I was and he had to field those questions as best as he could (not an easy task for as shy as he is).
Last night we went to Zaxby's and then we watched some WWE coupled with Jersey Shore (I like Reality TV-- no judging). It was relaxing, and that was when I was mostly sure that it was Anxiety-- because when I am near him, I don't feel these worries that sort of overwhelm me sometimes-- he makes me laugh and helps me forget. And I don't go to bed with a thousand things in my mind that circle around and around. It's one of those nice things about dating your best friend-- is that they can make you laugh when you feel like nothing else can.
For example
*At Texas Roadhouse today*
Me: I would like my steak smothered...
Him:... with a pillow (he is being completely tongue in cheek deadpan)
Today we are going to go see the Lego Batman movie-- trying to go later in order to avoid the influx of kids. It's the saturday before Valentines Day, I am pretty sure by a certain point, parents are going to do the switcheroo and leave their kids home while they go see Fifty Shades of NonConsent, leaving the movie theater for the most part calm. (here's hoping-- seriously)
I was looking through my icons and thinking how it would be awesome to have an icon for ALL my favorite characters-- then I realized that perhaps that would be unrealistic-- so I'll just make icons here and there-- I remember making icons all the time and now, it's just like if I find a really good picture and I can visualize exactly what to do with the picture. Along with the great computer purge, I certainly lost my grip on a lot of things, that included brushes attached to my Corel Paint Shop. But when I was younger and making icons, I liked a lot of frippery froo froos, now-- I just like a clean look about them. (except saturated-- I have a thing for saturation on pictures-- if I think a picture is a problem, then I up the RGB and suddenly everything is alrighto!)
Well, that covers it for my daily post. Hope y'all have a great day!
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