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alwaysbeenasmiler) wrote2019-01-02 07:33 am
alwaysbeenasmiler) wrote2019-01-02 07:33 am
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So I got a Keith POP for my desk, and soon comes Shiro (you can tell this girl is a Sheith shipper tbh) but I also want to get Hunk, Pidge and yes even Lance. But we are going to focus on Keith and Shiro for the time being-- (LOTOR POP WHERE YOU AT?) So at any rate, I think that this is going to be a great year-- we have to treat it as full of possibility. 2018 wasn't the greatest year for me, but I learned-- I definitely learned. Now it's time to move forward.
I had a dream that I was at my grandmother's house once again, I was going through her stuff and planning on donate her musical instruments to the local church as I knew they were the ones that wanted them. Funny because I never got to make that decision-- my father and aunts and uncles gutted the place for their own purposes, probably to get as much money as they could. It was 20 years ago, but it really still feels like yesterday that it happened. I don't really have anything of my grandmothers except a crystal christmas tree that managed to survive the fire that overtook her old home. It was specifically hers, not something that she gave me.
I really had wanted one of her teacups though-- since she had collected them.. or even her SPOON collection, that would of been awesome.
No use crying over spilt milk tbh.
Hope y'all are having a great beginning to your new year!
I had a dream that I was at my grandmother's house once again, I was going through her stuff and planning on donate her musical instruments to the local church as I knew they were the ones that wanted them. Funny because I never got to make that decision-- my father and aunts and uncles gutted the place for their own purposes, probably to get as much money as they could. It was 20 years ago, but it really still feels like yesterday that it happened. I don't really have anything of my grandmothers except a crystal christmas tree that managed to survive the fire that overtook her old home. It was specifically hers, not something that she gave me.
I really had wanted one of her teacups though-- since she had collected them.. or even her SPOON collection, that would of been awesome.
No use crying over spilt milk tbh.
Hope y'all are having a great beginning to your new year!
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I hope that 2019 will be a great year for all of us. ♥
I can understand what you mean about wanting more items to help remember your grandmother by and wanting to ensure that her musical instruments went to those who truly wanted them. I am so sorry, it sounds like it was just a very emotional and difficult situation all around. *hugs tightly*
Thank you, and I hope that you are having a great beginning to your new year too! ♥