It is. I have an intense fear of dying young/killing myself, etc., although I'm already four years older than she was. I also worry about my parents, since my father is almost to his sixties. Heck, I even worry about my cat, since she's getting up there. It's pretty absurd of me.

I wish people didn't have to experience it at all, but since it can't happen, I just hope they don't have to experience it this soon, even though I know it will happen regardless of whatever I want. It's a shame she got snatched away so soon.